22 χρονων και εγκυος

dn nomizw oti tha mpw stin diadikasia auti gia xarh tou. to mwro einai polutimotero exw k me kanei toso xaroumeni oso tpt allo ston kosmo. o kurios profanws dn itan se thesh na analavei tis euthines tou an k to apofasise arga.apla dn thelw na exei kanena dikaiwma sto paidi m. dn tha xalasw tin psuxoula mou gia kanenan.kai sas euxaristw polu oles sas. k me to kalo ta mwrakia sas:D

mallon nai dioiti xwrisa me ton patera tou mwrou oristika. dn uphrxe gamos alla mia aplh sxesh

kalispera mporei na me voithisei kaneis an gnwrizei pws ginetai i amvlwsh sthn 15h vdomada?

pisteuw pws prepei na paw ekei k pws eksapostasews dn lunetai tpt. tin prwth fora pou piga ispania efuga krufa apo to spiti gia xarh tou k auto egine ton iounio. pws einai dunaton na pisteuei pws dn exw kanei tpt gia ekeinon?? pws mporei na leei oti dn niwthei opws prin mesa se merikes meres?

giati dn milaei ellinika mono agglika. ksexasa na anaferw oti tha metakomiza ispania stis 11 ianouariou. ekei douleuei ekei ta'xei ola. opote ekei prepei na paw... alla.. twra dn kserw

kalispera eimai kainouria k pragmatika se adieksodo... oute kan pou na milisw gia to provlima m dn kserw oute pws na to xeiristw...eimai sxedon 22 xronwn k egkuos 15 vdomades k 2 meres... dn eimai pantremenh alla tha pantreuomoun. o mexri xthes mellontikos m suzugos einai apo tin ispania k egw apo ellada gnwristikame erwteutikame k thelame na zisoume mazi k na kanoume oikogeneia etsi loipon k egw twra perimenw to koritsaki mas. ekeinos einai megaluteros se hlikia (30) eimai ellada moni mou xwris ekeinon apo tis 14 oktwvrh mexri simera epeidi eleipa kairo oi goneis mou ithelan na meinw konta tous k egw epeidi oi giatroi stin ispania sugkekrimena sti Jaen dn milane agglika opote dn tha mporousa na sunenoithw. ta provlimata ksekinhsan apo tin prwth mera.. imoun epithetikh k arnhtikh me olous tsakwnomoun me tous goneis m fwnaza eklaiga k efeuga apo to spiti san usterikh efhvh,me ekeinon eixa mia oxi k toso kali epafh eksaitias m. mou zitouse px na milisw gia ta sunaisthimata mou k adiaforousa dn ton pira pote ena til apo moni m oso k an eklaige sto til egw aganaktousa... tin perasmenh paraskeui loipon eniwsa tin epithumia na tou pw poso ton agapw poso mou leipei k poso thelw na ton dw.. apo ti xara tou eklapse k eipe : kalws ilthes pisw.. tin kuriakh omws eixame kapoies diafores k eipa logia pou dn ta ennoousa alla pragmatika tsakizan. eixame na milisoume apo tin kuriakh opote tin tetarth esteila ena sms legonatas tou oti metanoiwsa k pws katalavainw ta lathh mou ekeinos omws phre til simera k me dieluse. mou eipe pws dielusa ta sunaistimata tou pws autos o gamos dn tha ginei pws dn thelei na gurisw.. otan tou zitisa deuteri eukairia arnhthike legontas mou oti dn mporei na mou dwsei pseutikes elpides. otan ekana tin anafora m sto paidi espase k eklaige.. me parakalouse na min kanw kati anohto k pws tha to anagnwrisei otan gennithei. telos mou ksekatharise pws imoun ta panta gi'auton k pws kapote itan oloklhrwmenos mazi m. pws dn exei asxhma aisthimata gia mena k pws opote thelw na paw stin ispania tha exw ena spiti k telos eipe pws thelei na mathainei nea mou. sto tilefwnima klaigame k oi duo.. pragmatika eimai apelpismenh, niwthw pio asxhma apo pote k eima diatethimenh na kanw ta panta. dn plhsiazw tin ilikia tou oute to paizw kserwla k aneth, apenantias makari na min eniwtha pote etsi toso arnhtika gia kanenan.. eseis manoules i mommy to be sas parakalw me vash tis empeiries sas tis gnwseis sas peite mou ti na kanw... sas euxaristw polu ek twn proterwn k makari pote kamia apo edw na viwsei to idio i kati paromio. :-(. eleni