Annela

Update: Mou xei gyrisei se kafe kai ligoterh posotita alla akoma vgazei. (1000 sygnwmh an sas ahdiazw). Mou xei psiloperasei kai o ponos.

Nai ayto sigoura giati meta tha trelatheis an kathe fora prin apo uperhxo se pairnei panikos. Arkei na epivevaiwthei toulaxisotn oti ola eiani kala. Pistevw ekei iremeis arketa. Fadazomai dld.

Se eyxaristw koritsaki mou. Edaxei eimai grafeio twra (douleia grafeiou kanw) ypomoni kai kompressa kai atrio tha doume thn xoriakh (mipws na parw kai kana lexotanil) kai metahvrio elpizw na pane ola kala kai tha sas kanw party!! Epishs sygnwmh gia to Annela eiani ligo vlahiko den xerw pou mou rthe Anna me lene.

Nai nwris pame alla apo oti katalava ki esy mia xara xoriakh eixes (sas parakolouthw ligo kairo xixixixi) oppote malon thelei na dei posa eiani exarxhs pistevw. Kai oti eiani ekei pou tha prepe na einai.

Nai ypomoni. De mporw na kanw kai tipota allo. Apla me to pou teleiwnoun oi 2 evdomades anamonis pou xeis pathei 5 kardiaka kai 500 alages daitheshs kai vgainei theitko pou ayto perimenoume oles, ade alles 10 meres anamoni na pas gia yperhxo. Kai fadazomai an den akouseis kardia ante pali anamonh mexri na xanapas. Diladi edw prepei na mas lene ypomones. Daxi mono na mhn exei meiwthei h xoriakh mou. H Na mhn exei anevei px ligo.

Simera pote? teleiwnw grafeio stis 7. Exei noima? Tou lew na paw aviro prwi? Mou leei nai.

Ki egw thn idia mera ekana!! Apla emena htan apo kryshnthrhmena den ekana oolipsia. Mia fora exw kanei oolipsia kai thn pathsa me yperdiergesh!! Ki egw eixa ponous periodous on and off kai simera ayto to aishtima oti katevainei to aima opou kai katevike.

Geia sou Poetaki!! Nai ton pira. Mou eipe oti polles fores symvainei ayto sthn arxi ths egymosynhs otan arxizei na dhmiourgeitai o plakountas. Mou eipe na synexisw na pairnw ta farmaka mou na kanw mia xoriakh avrio (tremwwwww) kai na paw kanonika na ton dw thn Tetarti. A kai na mhn kanw sex. Ntoinnnnnnn Esy pws pas? Egw padws pio poly agxos exw meta th xoriakh. xaxaxa, Kai twra me to aima, ante geia.

Makari!! Apo to stoma sou kai stou Theou t' ayti!!

Ax Zenaki mou se eyxaristw poly gia th sybarastash!! Xairomai pou den paizei na nai exwmhtrio giati htan o megalyteros mou tromos!! Makari ola na pane kala eilikrina makari!!

Makari pragmatika. Hmouna tromera iremi seolh thn anamoni na katalavete o giatros mou mou pe na gyrisw sto grafeio apo th 2h mera ths metaforas. Den stresarisitka katholou kaie ixa treomra thetikh daithesi. Apo tote pou pira thn thetikh xworiakh mhn sas pw oti eixa pio poly agxos apo oti tis 2 evdomades na pane ola kala!! Makari na eimai sth thesi na sas stelnw mwroudoskoni!!!

Koritsakia mou sas eyxaristw poly!! Apla epeidh thn prwth fora epatha kai yperdiergesh kai noshleytika 5 meres kai me thn prwth metafora eixa vioxhmikh kai h apovoli htan frikth allaxa giatro ekana ysteroksopisi kai evala ta teleytaia 3 emvryakia mou me poly distagmo giati den ithela na xanaperasw th diadikasia. Ki apla skefotmai miwps th xara pou pirame to xanaskeftike kai mas thn parei pisw. Vevaia ki egw ki o antras mou hmastan poly sygrathmenoi. Mou xoun perasei ola apo to myalo mexri kai exwmhtrio. Prospathw na hremhsw twra eimai sto grafeio.

Ekana embryometafora me 3 kryosynthrhmena. Thn progoumenh Deytera pou htan h 15h mera meta thn emvryometafora ekana xoriakh kai vgike poly kalh 1109.24. Mou pe na mhn xanakanw xoriakh kai na paw thn Tetarth (methavrio) gia yperhxo. Apo xtes exw liga kafe kai Simera sto gfrafeio vgike aima kokkino skouro. To aisthanthika pws eiani mia mera prin thn periodo pou perimeneis na katevei. Aisthanomai kai kapws simera adynamh. Pira ton giatro mou pe xekourash shmera kai avrio oti polles fores vlepoume ligo aima sthn arxi pou dhmiourgeitai o plakountas. Na xanakanw mia xoriakh avrio (exw xestei panw mou me to sympatheio ekei pou nomiza oti teleiwsa me tis xoriakes) kai na paw kanonika na me dei thn Tetarti. Lete na teleiwsan ola?

Koritsia geia sas! Grafw prwth ffora. Eimai poly stexnaxwrhmenh!